Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Shocked seems to be the word

I really do not understand this whole blogging thing. After my last post where I said no one reads my blog, I have heard from a lot of people that they do. I was shocked. I am not quite sure why no one seems able to leave comments. To me it looks like everything is enabled. When I really looked around on the dashboard I found out that hundreds of people have checked out my blog. I was blown away. It also makes me really nervous. Seriously, people are actually reading what I have to say. I guess if that is the case that maybe I should come up with something more interesting to write about. Maybe I should get a new battery for my camera. I do an awful lot of cooking, sewing and knitting. I suppose I could share some of those stories.

Oh boy, so much to think about...... on one side I know that I have a lot of good things to share with other people. I have a lot of experience in a lot of areas. I have a ton of knowledge. On the other side I still have all those negative voices that tell me I am bad because I am so far from "normal". I don't eat dairy, meat or gluten. I barely drink at all. I spend my time cooking, doing yoga, meditating, chanting and going to kirtans, sewing and knitting. I don't like bars, superficiality or small talk. I do know that there are a lot of people out there like me. I just don't happen to know many of them. I do have a lot of amazing friends who I love dearly. I just happen to be really different than most of them. While I have actually learned how to enjoy my own company and really don't feel lonely, I know I really want to find my community. I know I do not want to stay where I am.

I am open to suggestions. Hmm, if I can figure out how to actually let people comment that would be great. I am usually described as being an open and friendly person so I really do want to hear from you. Whoever you are!!

Love, Sara

2 comments:

Liz said...

Just a quick comment to say that I loved what you said this morning on Pixie Campbell's blog and that I hope you'll continue to share your wisdom here. Keep it up! We're reading:)

Sara said...

Thanks so much, Liz! I had a hard time trying to figure out how to say what I said on Pixie's blog. I took a quick look at your blog and love it. I will spend some more time looking around. I will have to tell a Nashville friend about the CSA.